Sunday, October 25, 2009
i had the worst day of my life
i had the most painful day of my life
it is so unexpected
so scary
i never want to be in that condition anymore
for those who dont know what happened
i went for an emergency surgery
ironic aite
it was a normal day
when i suddenly get this pain in my stomache
i thought it was just a normal pain so i didnt telll anyone
it was after lec around 9am when the pain started to get worse
i thought maybe it will be just for awhile
but then i was wrong
it got worse by time.
i was sweating and crying
genie was with me that time
we were sitiing at mezzanine flr
tho she asked me to go home and rest
i said nevermind cause i dont wanna disturb my parents
but then the pain is just tooo overwhelming
genie was shocked then so she insisted me to go see doc or call my parents
my parents were working and it takes an hour or less to reach
so genie asked some of my friends who was sitting behind me all these while to see if anyone knows there are any clinic near by
my friends (joseph and xiang)doesnt know i was in pain cause im like just laying my head on the table
they were shocked and so they rushed me to the nearest clinic
i cant even walk properly that time
the pain kept coming
i was dizzy and kept grasping the left side of my body
cause there was the pain
when we reached the clinic i quickly throw myself into the couch and kept crounching my body
it was just too painful
no joke
the doc came and examine me ,gave an injection as a painkiller
but then it dosent work and i vomitted as welli kept pressing my left side of the body cause it was just too pain
it wont stop for even a second
my aunt came and then she talked to the doc
i was rushed to sjmc to see the specialised doc
i was put on a wheelchair
cause i just cant stand or walk
had to wait cause theres other patient
i was like kept thinking..how come this is happening to me
it was my turn..the doc even helped pushing my wheelchair when he saw my ugly condition
he scaned my lover part of the body around the stomache area
with that machine which is normally used to check preganant ladies
and guess what...theres this thingi..like a ball..as big as 8cm ..got twisted around my ovary or fibriod and that causes the pain..it wont stop
i was llike screamming..hittting the walls, biting the pillows and blankets.grasping the metal holder super hard cause the pain is just too overwhelming
im like a psycho
even the doc said im like gving birth
he said this pain is even worse than appendix and gving birth
imagine that...i feel like dying there
i kept rushing the doc to give me the painkiller..or maybe just knock me out
cause i just cant standit anymore
he said i had to do emergency surgery before its too late
if not it will turn black and dead
and will be cut offf.and thats not what i want
but then so..the surgery is at 3pm ...
and between that time all i can do is struggle
kept looking at the time..kept screaming like a pregnant lady gving birth..
sighh..it was just too horrible
theres a moment i was just too tired aready
i just let it pain..i cant stand anymore
then time passed, almost time for surgery
pain is still there...n for a moment it got worse
my whole left side of the body gt numb
but the pain is still there
even until i was pushed into the operation theatre
im still screaming in pain
then the time came...i was in the room...breathing the pressure thingi which makes u fall asleep
and the next thing i know
i was outside the room..with no pain on the left side of the body
i was so happy when i went concious
the pain wasnt there anymore
that thing had been taken out
just left three wounds on my stomache
its pain tho but im relieved that its over
my parents were with me all the while..
what a day....
i was given a cd which we can see the process of the surgery
it looks like an alien egg to me LOL
black in color with water and has bones too wth
aniways thanks to all who came and visit me in the hospital
appreciate it much.. :)thanks to my friends who rushed me to the clinic too..lol..thanks to my mom who took care of me all day long too...loves
6:25 AM
